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 I Really DON'T Like This Feeling!!!!
 

Of course it is the boys again. I am feeling completely ignored, and just plain unimportant to them. It doesn't matter what I ask of them, they do whatever they wish.

Homework?? So what. We ask Billy not to smoke, so what does he do every chance he gets?? Even right here at home. He doesn't care!!!

I am beginning to wonder why I do. It just causes me more and more pain every time they pull something like this. The hard part is, it is NON STOP!!!!!

It is a constant fight to try to get them to do the things that are expected of any student of their age. Tonight, Branden went into Billy's room, on his computer and played Halo all evening. I just shut up and figured, natural consequences!!! I will most likely end up with my blood pressure shooting through the roof again, but I am not going to say a word!!! If they want to do things they know cause us pain.... So be it. I am ready to just quit.

Hopefully when I awake tomorrow things will look better. Right now they are not looking very good.

Good night,
Granny
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 From Miss Terri....
 

This is the picture she approved for posting...



Ya gotta love her....

They are back home again so it is much quieter here now. It is surprising how much extra noise a 7 year old and an almost 3 year old can add to a house... Busy boys!!! Could I be getting older??? And slower??? Never going to happen...

Night all, time to go relax for a bit.
Hugssssssssss,
Granny

Posted at 9:22PM PST...
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 My Week...
 

Wanted to post a picture of Terri and Skyler but she made me remove it under the threat of death!!!!!!



The boys had a ball together. Inside and out...

Tomorrow is Friday I am hoping the weather holds so they can play outside again.

Night
Granny

Posted at 9:23 PM PST
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 Miss Terri and boys
 

About 8:00PM last night Terri and the boys finally got here. I thought Billy was going to go right off the deep end. He was a bit excited about his brothers being here. Both my boys enjoy playing with their brothers.

BUT... I then discovered that Billy was so excited because he had taken an energy pill. He was hopped up on caffeine. That made us real happy.. I don't know if he slept much last night or not, but I figured that was not my problem. Even his therapist was not happy with him for taking that.

Tonight after school, both the boys did some homework. I hope they were showing off for their mother. They can continue all week as far as I am concerned!!! It is a good thing!!

Terri went online tonight and ran around the stream a bit. She was pleased to see so many people still on that she knew. She says she is getting back online by the end of this month. That will be a very good thing. She tried to leave comments on a couple blogs, like PolarB's, and Seven's,and Bits and Pieces, but since she doesn't remember her password, she couldn't. She was on Branden's account, but it seemed to have problems too. Hold tight she will be back soon.

I wanted to get a picture and post it, but she threatened me. Can you amagin??? Threatening your mother???

Got to get... More tomorrow,
Granny

Posted at 10:00PM PST
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 An email I got today. Enjoy....
 



Freedom and I have been together 10 years this summer. She came in as a baby in 1998 with two broken wings. Her left wing doesn't open all the way even after surgery, it was broken in 4 places. She's my baby.

Jeff

When Freedom came in she could not stand. Both wings were broken, her left wing in 4 places. She was emaciated and covered in lice. We made the decision to give her a chance at life, so I took her to the vet's office.

From then on, I was always around her. We had her in a huge dog carrier with the top off, and it was loaded up with shredded newspaper for her to lie in. I used to sit and talk to her, urging her to live, to fight; and she would lay there looking at me with those big brown eyes.

We also had to tube feed her for weeks. This went on for 4-6 weeks, and by then she still couldn't stand. It got to the point where the decision was made to euthanize her if she couldn't stand in a week.

You know you don't want to cross that line between torture and rehab, and it looked like death was winning. She was going to be put down that Friday, and I was supposed to come in on that Thursday afternoon. I didn't want to go to the center that Thursday, because I couldn't bear the thought of her being euthanized; but I went anyway, and when I walked in everyone was grinning from ear to ear. I went immediately back to her cage; and there she was, standing on her own, a big beautiful eagle. She was ready to live. I was just about in tears by then. That was a very good day.

We knew she could never fly, so the director asked me to glove train her. I got her used to the glove, and then to jesses, and we started doing education programs for schools in western Washington. We wound up in the newspapers, radio (believe it or not) and some TV. Miracle Pets even did a show about us.

In the spring of 2000, I was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma. I had stage 3, which is not good (one major organ plus everywhere), so I wound up doing 8 months of chemo. Lost the hair - the whole bit. I missed a lot of work. When I felt good enough, I would go to Sarvey and take Freedom out for walks. Freedom would also come to me in my dreams and help me fight the cancer. This happened time and time again.

Fast forward to November 2000, the day after Thanksgiving, I went in for my last checkup. I was told that if the cancer was not all gone after 8 rounds of chemo, then my last option was a stem cell transplant. Anyway, they did the tests; and I had to come back Monday for the results. I went in Monday, and I was told that all the cancer was gone. Yahoo!

So the first thing I did was get up to Sarvey and take the big girl out for a walk. It was misty and cold. I went to her flight and jessed her up, and we went out front to the top of the hill. I hadn't said a word to Freedom, but somehow she knew. She looked at me and wrapped both her wings around me to where I could feel them pressing in on my back (I was engulfed in eagle wings), and she touched my nose with her beak and stared into my eyes, and we just stood there like that for I don't know how long. That was a magic moment. We have been soul mates ever since she came in. This is a very special bird.

On a side note: I have had people who were sick come up to us when we are out, and Freedom has some kind of hold on them. I once had a guy who was terminal come up to us and I let him hold her. His knees just about buckled and he swore he could feel her power coarse through his body. I have so many stories like that.

I never forget the honor I have of being so close to such a magnificent spirit as Freedom's.

Hope you enjoy this.


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