Last night I worked with Billy again to help him with his history. During the time I am trying to work with him, he had YouTube blasting, and he was sending and receiving text messages.
Later I mentioned that he needed to do 3 chapters today and was informed that he planned to go to his girlfriend's and she was going to help him with his math paper. I told him NO. That kind of a trip is for weekends.
So today while G-pa was over volunteering at the food bank, Billy took off to his girl friend's. G-pa is right now driving to go pick him up about 20 miles from here.
I feel completely empty inside. It hurts so bad to be so completely defied. He cares only about being lovey dovey with the girl friend and not anything about what he needs to do or the fact that he is on the verge of flunking out of school because he won't do his school work. He complained to his therapist and the therapist is calling the school to see if they will back down and take some pressure off Billy. POOR BABY!!!
He is the one causing the pressure!! If he would do what he is supposed to do when he is assigned it, he wouldn't be in this bind. I just don't get it. Is anything important to him?? Yes, but we won't go there. (sex)

Teen males are not fun!!!
I know I complain a lot, but I have to let it out or I am afraid I will snap. I am seriously thinking about visiting my doctor again about antidepressants. Whenever I get this way, all I can think about is driving into a tree or some other way to end it. I really hate it as I know it is wrong and not what my God wants for me. But, the thoughts are there anyway.
OK, I am out of here. Got to finish dinner so Billy can eat before he has to go to work.
Hugs all around,
Granny
Posted at 6:26PM PST