I was working very contently today when the Principal call from Billy's school. A call from him has never been good news. Again today it was not good news. Will had again taken tobacco products to school. AND he had several packets of energy pills in his backpack. You are allowed one days dose. NO MORE!!! So he is on suspension again.
I am just dragging tonight. I do not know how to make this stop. Why do kids have to be so self destructive?? Why can they not just move forward and see what is good for them?? We have done everything possible to give these two a good home. It is never enough. The scars from the past are just too big. They are in therapy, and nothing. I pray for them all the time. I know the Lord has a plan and I know in his time it will be right. But right now it is anything but right.
I am hurting tonight. It is not a pain you can take a pill for. I just don't know what to do anymore. I love these boys and know they are very worth saving, but it seems that they only want to destroy themselves.
I just took a trip around the Stream. It did help. I found inspiration, I found others with problems and I found caring. I needed that.
Well, I am going to go sit and watch the end of the game. I haven't been able to concentrate on it at all tonight. I just feel lost.
I am unsure of what to tell you granny.You are doing everything right and what needs to be done. But maybe they have bothed crossed that line and its time to let go and let GOD!!!!!!!!! WHat are their ages now? Maybe stiffer consenquences at home.OR even at school.... Ask the school for help suspending him doesn't seem to be doing the job maybe they should hang a sign arround his neck and make him sit in each class room telling on the sign why he is there. WHo knows just and Idea.. Hope that your Tuesday goes better. Gloria
by gjwlegs (PM , CC ) on Tuesday June 3, 2008 @ 8:37 AM
GRanny - so sorry. And I agree - why do these children (and even adults) seem to like to destroy themselves as well as opportunities they have in the world? I will pray for you all special today - june
Tuesday did go better. Billy is on suspension for the rest of the school year. But it could have worked out so much worse. At this point in time he is being VERY co-operative and I like that. We will see how long it lasts.
by Granny (PM , CC ) on Tuesday June 3, 2008 @ 7:15 PM
Thank you for the prayers. I started the day feeling very low. But as you know God has a way of taking that away. I am feeling good right now. I know that it will all work out in the long run the way God wills it.. I will continue to pray and search.
Again today it was not good news. Will had again taken tobacco products to school. AND he had several packets of energy pills in his backpack. You are allowed one days dose. NO MORE!!! 
Why do kids have to be so self destructive?? Why can they not just move forward and see what is good for them?? We have done everything possible to give these two a good home. It is never enough. The scars from the past are just too big. 
They are in therapy, and nothing. I pray for them all the time. I know the Lord has a plan and I know in his time it will be right. But right now it is anything but right. 
But maybe they have bothed crossed that line and its time to let go and let GOD!!!!!!!!!
WHat are their ages now?
Maybe stiffer consenquences at home.OR even at school....
Ask the school for help suspending him doesn't seem to be doing the job maybe they should hang a sign arround his neck and make him sit in each class room telling on the sign why he is there. WHo knows just and Idea..
Hope that your Tuesday goes better.
Gloria